About 4months ago I was diagnosed with depression and put on meds as well as seeing a councillor. Instead of getting better though I have been feeling much worse to the point that I now feel I cant go out in public without my Fiance. I know that sounds soooo silly but its like he is my security blanket and I cant face the world without him.
I've also been shutting people out for the last few weeks. Just when I was starting to get a great group of friends which is something I havent really had since primary school. I'm now pushing them away. I'm not meaning to push people away and it isnt something I feel I have control over so its not like I can just stop.
To be honest with you I'm not the sort of person who likes staying home because it makes me feel trapped but the last few weeks I dont want to venture out that much and if I do go anywhere it cant be without my Fiance because I feel too paranoid to go anywhere without him. I wish that I didnt feel like this but I do so I need to work out whats going on and why I feel this way.
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